I’m grateful for days like today. God is teaching me many things this summer, things that I don’t even realize I’m learning yet. Europe is still teaching me about the reentry side of mission trips and about the things I experienced there. But now, being home, I’m being forced to learn to depend on him for everything, even if I can’t completely understand a thing. Even so, I still want Jesus as my everything. Despite feeling lost, broken and misunderstood, I know that He is what I want. He is good. #grateful #sorryforthenovel #lordineedyou

I’m grateful for days like today. God is teaching me many things this summer, things that I don’t even realize I’m learning yet. Europe is still teaching me about the reentry side of mission trips and about the things I experienced there. But now, being home, I’m being forced to learn to depend on him for everything, even if I can’t completely understand a thing. Even so, I still want Jesus as my everything. Despite feeling lost, broken and misunderstood, I know that He is what I want. He is good. #grateful #sorryforthenovel #lordineedyou

Sometimes I wish that I wasn’t such a people pleaser. And that I would be confident in the words I say and the actions I do. I wish I was more kind and genuinely loved others without expecting anything in return. To love someone for what’s best for them, not convenient for me. God please shape me and mold my heart so I can show people the love of Jesus.